Color Challenge Week14-Royal Purple

In the beginning of the week, I had already prepared this pic for the challenge. I was a girl scout:) This gown is a group gift from The White Armory. Lovely, lovely dress.

I remembered when we weren't allowed to wear purple or yellow at weddings coz that might offend some blue-blooded people. Geez.

Then yesterday I remembered I have this dress from Icing.

I would have kept the skirt on but my thigh was sticking out and how convenient, the outfit came with garters and socks. I wanted to look sexy and all but I think I managed to look like, "Where the hell is my hubby?" as I stare at the phone. Only the cat is happy coz I'm stroking her.

Anyway, I got tired of moving my avatar's limbs so that is the best shot I could get of her.

I do know the difference between real me and avatar me.

It's a dog's life

There's something about dogs that just makes me smile. I think it's their sense of loyalty and wanting to please their owners. Unlike cats who think they're our owners and we gotta please them. I got 2 of them. If I were living on a ranch I might get a couple of dogs of my own but as it is, pixel dogs are all I can deal with.

Yesterday I visited the VKC Dog Park.

That's a lot of dogs and they were begging me to adopt them. As soon as I landed, they were all rushing to greet me. Omg did I feel wanted. I'm amaze I resisted.

Tommy in Progress

I made some facial changes to my male avie-prop. I also revert Moon back to her curvy self. I just feel anorexia when I see her in the medium-mesh-approved shape.

I got that hot outfit at the men's fashion fair. E-clipse. Shoes included.

Are my hands too big? Hmmm....

Dancing.

Headshots

Playing with the pixlr photo editor is so much fun. I think I'll change my profile pic again:)

Misery

The last time I remember feeling this way was when my father died. Grief. I didn't immediately felt it. It came to me a few months later one afternoon while I was preparing lunch. I looked outside the window and saw emptiness and then my tears were falling. I still think about that moment and I think it was because I felt like I failed him. I wasn't somebody he could be proud of. I grew up being angry at him for pushing me towards something I didn't want to be and did my best to foil his future of me. I won but I failed him. When he died I felt regret for not fulfilling his wishes. It is my life I know, but the feelings just don't go away, does it?

I remember watching TV and this woman said to her workaholic ex-husbands, All I ever wanted was someone to listen to me.

Writing this is kind of therapeutic for me. I really want to be my cheerful self again.

I was playing with the QAvimator and after a lot of trials and errors, I got this pose. I still can't figure out why when I re-edit a pose, I'd be jerking. I really wanted to smooth out the ugly wrists:(

Colour Challenge Week13-Tea Green

Size M

Resistant is futile. My avie had a full makeover. Shape, face, skin, major boob reduction(cries) and all that jazz. I am now a very skinny and tall size medium as told by this very sexy mesh dress. I wanted to make it to size small but I looked too emaciated. Anyway I look very very not me so that's good I think.

[08:33:35] [OO] Avatar Examiner 1.2: Height: 234cm (7 feet 8 inches) counting your shoes

[08:33:35] [OO] Avatar Examiner 1.2: (You are gigantic for a male and enormous for a female)

LOL

But, next to an 8ft tall man I am still short. I still haven't done doing plastic surgery on Tommy.

Yeehaw!

Line dancing at the Quasar Country Saloon. I dunno what it is but I really love listening to country music. Some of the lyrics are so hilarious and some are just about reality.