Sunday, January 20, 2013

Rezz Day!

Today is Moon's 4th rezz day. Personally, I have been in SL since Carter's birth, more than 5 years ago but this year is special for me. Moon has morphed into my real life opinions instead of just an avatar for roleplay as Carter used to be. I could not delete Carter because the first will always be special and I use her when I don't want to talk to anyone. I admit, I am not a social butterfly even if I love dressing up.
I am happy I carried on using this avatar after my roleplay character when sour. Firstly, it's so expensive to start a new avatar and secondly, experiences, good and bad makes a person and I found out for myself that the motto rl is rl and sl is sl is such a fake. Even in roleplay areas there are cliques outside of the acting and I could never be part of that no matter how I tried because I was always and forever an outsider.
Do I care? I used to but not so much now because I am at peace with myself. I am who I am and that is fine with me. So, enough of acting for me. I will project myself onto my avatar and hang around people who will accept me for who and what I am even if I do not hang out with them 24/7 and kiss their asses.

I've put this house up as a freebie in my Simple Things Mainstore and the marketplace. It's something that didn't go according to plan because while I was building the house, some things in my life didn't go the way I had hoped it would and the house turned out having this dark vibe. Well, to me it did and it reminded me of Jane Eyre... hence the name.
Nonetheless, I felt it is would be waste to trash the house because it would still be great in a roleplay sim.