Easter Town 2012

I went to Easter Town 2012 today and there was a free backpack that comes with the hunt. I suddenly remembered that I have a few more in my inventory.

Okay, the first one isn't a backpack.
I found some poses from the hunt too.

This is he loves me, he loves me not. Of course.

This is let it rain. I didn't finish the hunt. I couldn't concerntrate.

I did the Peep Racer. I have no idea what that is. We don't ride chickens where I come from.

Or just take pictures.

Lonely but Not desperate

I've been a loner all my life. I'm one of those people who actually prefers being alone and there is no need to be sorry for me but, occasionally I do feel lonely but not desperate enough to look for one night stands just to fill up the space. Instead I'd go hang out in some crowded sim so that I won't feel alone or so lonely and listen to the music and the chat and I'd sometimes join in the conversations.

Of course, when I had a companion, it was better but that is neither here nor there.

My first ever best friend when I was 9, exhorted money from me because she somehow managed to convince me that I lost her pen. To this day I am amazed at my naivety. Then there was this best friend who had to leave school because she didn't get the good results. There was this other best friend who stopped talking to me when she started going out with my ex. I didn't care about that but I did care that she stopped being my friend. By then I told myself to hell with all the BFF bullshits.

I don't know what it is about that hat, but I love it.

 

Color Challenge Week14-Royal Purple

In the beginning of the week, I had already prepared this pic for the challenge. I was a girl scout:) This gown is a group gift from The White Armory. Lovely, lovely dress.

I remembered when we weren't allowed to wear purple or yellow at weddings coz that might offend some blue-blooded people. Geez.

Then yesterday I remembered I have this dress from Icing.

I would have kept the skirt on but my thigh was sticking out and how convenient, the outfit came with garters and socks. I wanted to look sexy and all but I think I managed to look like, "Where the hell is my hubby?" as I stare at the phone. Only the cat is happy coz I'm stroking her.

Anyway, I got tired of moving my avatar's limbs so that is the best shot I could get of her.

I do know the difference between real me and avatar me.

It's a dog's life

There's something about dogs that just makes me smile. I think it's their sense of loyalty and wanting to please their owners. Unlike cats who think they're our owners and we gotta please them. I got 2 of them. If I were living on a ranch I might get a couple of dogs of my own but as it is, pixel dogs are all I can deal with.

Yesterday I visited the VKC Dog Park.

That's a lot of dogs and they were begging me to adopt them. As soon as I landed, they were all rushing to greet me. Omg did I feel wanted. I'm amaze I resisted.

Tommy in Progress

I made some facial changes to my male avie-prop. I also revert Moon back to her curvy self. I just feel anorexia when I see her in the medium-mesh-approved shape.

I got that hot outfit at the men's fashion fair. E-clipse. Shoes included.

Are my hands too big? Hmmm....

Dancing.

Headshots

Playing with the pixlr photo editor is so much fun. I think I'll change my profile pic again:)

Misery

The last time I remember feeling this way was when my father died. Grief. I didn't immediately felt it. It came to me a few months later one afternoon while I was preparing lunch. I looked outside the window and saw emptiness and then my tears were falling. I still think about that moment and I think it was because I felt like I failed him. I wasn't somebody he could be proud of. I grew up being angry at him for pushing me towards something I didn't want to be and did my best to foil his future of me. I won but I failed him. When he died I felt regret for not fulfilling his wishes. It is my life I know, but the feelings just don't go away, does it?

I remember watching TV and this woman said to her workaholic ex-husbands, All I ever wanted was someone to listen to me.

Writing this is kind of therapeutic for me. I really want to be my cheerful self again.

I was playing with the QAvimator and after a lot of trials and errors, I got this pose. I still can't figure out why when I re-edit a pose, I'd be jerking. I really wanted to smooth out the ugly wrists:(