It's a dog's life

There's something about dogs that just makes me smile. I think it's their sense of loyalty and wanting to please their owners. Unlike cats who think they're our owners and we gotta please them. I got 2 of them. If I were living on a ranch I might get a couple of dogs of my own but as it is, pixel dogs are all I can deal with.

Yesterday I visited the VKC Dog Park.

That's a lot of dogs and they were begging me to adopt them. As soon as I landed, they were all rushing to greet me. Omg did I feel wanted. I'm amaze I resisted.

Tommy in Progress

I made some facial changes to my male avie-prop. I also revert Moon back to her curvy self. I just feel anorexia when I see her in the medium-mesh-approved shape.

I got that hot outfit at the men's fashion fair. E-clipse. Shoes included.

Are my hands too big? Hmmm....

Dancing.

Headshots

Playing with the pixlr photo editor is so much fun. I think I'll change my profile pic again:)

Misery

The last time I remember feeling this way was when my father died. Grief. I didn't immediately felt it. It came to me a few months later one afternoon while I was preparing lunch. I looked outside the window and saw emptiness and then my tears were falling. I still think about that moment and I think it was because I felt like I failed him. I wasn't somebody he could be proud of. I grew up being angry at him for pushing me towards something I didn't want to be and did my best to foil his future of me. I won but I failed him. When he died I felt regret for not fulfilling his wishes. It is my life I know, but the feelings just don't go away, does it?

I remember watching TV and this woman said to her workaholic ex-husbands, All I ever wanted was someone to listen to me.

Writing this is kind of therapeutic for me. I really want to be my cheerful self again.

I was playing with the QAvimator and after a lot of trials and errors, I got this pose. I still can't figure out why when I re-edit a pose, I'd be jerking. I really wanted to smooth out the ugly wrists:(

Colour Challenge Week13-Tea Green

Size M

Resistant is futile. My avie had a full makeover. Shape, face, skin, major boob reduction(cries) and all that jazz. I am now a very skinny and tall size medium as told by this very sexy mesh dress. I wanted to make it to size small but I looked too emaciated. Anyway I look very very not me so that's good I think.

[08:33:35] [OO] Avatar Examiner 1.2: Height: 234cm (7 feet 8 inches) counting your shoes

[08:33:35] [OO] Avatar Examiner 1.2: (You are gigantic for a male and enormous for a female)

LOL

But, next to an 8ft tall man I am still short. I still haven't done doing plastic surgery on Tommy.

Yeehaw!

Line dancing at the Quasar Country Saloon. I dunno what it is but I really love listening to country music. Some of the lyrics are so hilarious and some are just about reality.

Stupid

Sometimes I think that feelings are over-rated. Isn't it better if we are all logical beings? Unfortunately, feelings are what make us individual people. I cry at the sad movies, I cry looking at sad pictures, I cry at faded memories. No matter, these feelings are mine. They give me choices, right or wrong coz for that moment they were the right ones for me. You make the bed you gotta lie in it. Something like that. Years and years later you gotta live with it especially if that is the only thing you ever know. Only young idealistic people will think it's never too late.