Colour Challenge week21-lemon chiffon

I almost forgot to post this picture. I've had it done a week ago. I like this gown from The White Armory. It looks so soft and fluffy. It made me think of chiffon cake.
I was thinking of all those innocent Barbara Cartland romance novels I used to read during my teen years. The heroine would go out into the garden during a ball and the hero would be there and he'd steal a kiss. Yay for those sweet stories. You can't find stories like that anymore. Every story has sex in them nowaday. I guess that's the way to sell. I've since turned to crime novels. Sometimes there are sex in them too.

The budget

Every month I would put the same amount of money to enjoy my SL. I associate it to paying for club membership. Does people go to their rl clubs everyday? I dunno. What would they do once the usual routine is done? Gossip? No clue.
This is not about clubs. It's about me busting my regular budget. I've been spending and tipping like nobody's business and I think I gotta be more selective where I go and what I buy from now on or I'm not going to have enough to pay for my rent at the end of the month.
I should bless mesh dresses coz now that I can't wear them, I won't be tempted to buy them. Which means I will not give any lindens to my Miss Carter to spend. Will Not!
Let's see if I can stick to that intention.
Here is the Carter's mesh dresses from Collabor:

These are some of the free stuffs from the recent Fibromyalgia Awareness event:

These are from a lucky chair and group gift from La Dulce Vida:

Last, me enjoying live music:

That picture is done using windlight. I thought it looked different than my usual erm... character? can't think of the exact word.

Belleza Lily

Another skin named after my daughter! One day I will have to post her picture. One day. This time it's from Belleza.
I'm wearing the group gift skin in medium:

I didn't modify the shape of my face. It fits perfectly and I like being a blonde. Remember Barbie. I went to demo the skin in other colors and I might get the darker tone. Might coz I am so going broke!!!! Maybe next month.

That's me with my sl stepmom and dad. She's pregnant.  She looks great. She has an inventory more than mine!!!

Colour Challenge Week20-Deep Pink

I like pink. Amazingly, most of the pink outfits I have are light pinks.

I bought this swimsuit from TGIS on the marketplace. I thought I'd substitute my guns with a bottle of wine and glass. I was laughing the whole time I posed for this. If you can't make yourself happy, what's the point? Can't depend on other people to make me happy.

This is an old  hunt dress from Paris Metro.

Another old gown from Silent Sparrow.

Shoe crazy

When I finally found which sim the Ashraya Project was taking place(there are 2 sims), I tped there. I saw these shoes and was immediately smittened. The only down side was that I couldn't buy the matching mesh dresses coz I knew they wouldn't fit me. It would have been so much easier to just match the shoes to the dresses than having to find dresses from my inventory. Yeah I'm lazy like that. Just hate to think of styling.

Eww okay those patched-up pictures looks awful but photo editing is so tiring and I just wanna have fun!

Tryst Blues and Folk Festival 2012

I should have posted this earlier but better late than never.

Thursday - May 10th
4p - Fiery Otaared
6p - Blue4u Nowicka
7p - Steely Decosta
8p - Ganjo Mokeev
9p  -Beth Odets

Friday  - May 11th
5p - Lisa Brune
6p - AlexMays
7p - Quantamis Navarathna
8p - ReggieSunset Rookswood
9p - Voodoo Shilton and Mulder Watts

Saturday  - May 12th
12p - David Cziser
1p - Mamaa Saiz
2p - Ziffy Zarf
4p- Tukso Okey
5p - Bluemonk Rau
6p- AM Quar
7p - Fiery Otaared

Venue: the Wild Beach sim.

My Inner Self

This month Miss Carter will be 5. Means I've been addicted to sl that long too. It started as just a roleplay tool where I want to shoot and kill other cartoon characters.

Now I think of sl as a community where real people escape from the stresses of rl. Some stuffs happened to me in sl recently and I chose to leave the roleplay community because it was fake within a superficial world and I don't know who my friends are and who were stabbing me in the back. Yes, it's just like in real life but in a roleplay community, if you mess people up, you can just say it was all roleplay and you get away with that excuse.

I can't say that I am the same in sl as I am in rl. I want to be a better person in sl. That is my fantasy. Perhaps because I feel inadequate in rl, I want to be this better person. I want to be a better daughter, I want to be a better friend, I want to be a better wife. I want to be somebody who makes people happy.

I don't want to be a mother in sl because I know I am already a darn good one in rl.

People chooses sl to be whatever they want to be. It's their right, but it's a shame they would choose to be bad because somehow, it reflects on their inner self.