Colour challenge week22-cobalt blue

I've been going dancing and sim exploring a lot this week. Took so many pictures too. As usual, I try not to buy anything for colour challenge. This one is from Icing.

 This next one is from Paris Metro.

It's not easy taking shots while the avatar is moving.

Loosing control

I was thinking about control. About how I lost it. I never had it in the beginning, but I think all women have that control streak in them once motherhood strikes them. My children said I was a control freak but not anymore. Of course! How can I do that once they're all grown up eventhough it pains me to set them free.
Now I'm so laid back about every thing. My mantra: things happen for a reason. Yeah it doesn't always make me feel good but that's all I have.

People are funny. Old men in SL are especially stupid. I've met a few who wants to find independant women who are sophisticated and mature and yet they go off to find loud, whorish girls who causes them drama and headaches..... not to mention drain their lindens. Yeah even in this pixelated world.

I may have a cheerful disposition but I really am sorry I can't be your friend with benefits.

Give me some candies from now on.

Since I'm broke till payday....

I only got this moonflounder, the celestial dreamfish from Weather or Not at the Home and Garden Expo. It was that name dreamfish that caught my attention. Maybe I'll dream of fishes again instead of turtles.

Maybe I'll go to the airfield after this and try fly my helicopter again. I am dressed for it.

Colour Challenge week21-lemon chiffon

I almost forgot to post this picture. I've had it done a week ago. I like this gown from The White Armory. It looks so soft and fluffy. It made me think of chiffon cake.
I was thinking of all those innocent Barbara Cartland romance novels I used to read during my teen years. The heroine would go out into the garden during a ball and the hero would be there and he'd steal a kiss. Yay for those sweet stories. You can't find stories like that anymore. Every story has sex in them nowaday. I guess that's the way to sell. I've since turned to crime novels. Sometimes there are sex in them too.

The budget

Every month I would put the same amount of money to enjoy my SL. I associate it to paying for club membership. Does people go to their rl clubs everyday? I dunno. What would they do once the usual routine is done? Gossip? No clue.
This is not about clubs. It's about me busting my regular budget. I've been spending and tipping like nobody's business and I think I gotta be more selective where I go and what I buy from now on or I'm not going to have enough to pay for my rent at the end of the month.
I should bless mesh dresses coz now that I can't wear them, I won't be tempted to buy them. Which means I will not give any lindens to my Miss Carter to spend. Will Not!
Let's see if I can stick to that intention.
Here is the Carter's mesh dresses from Collabor:

These are some of the free stuffs from the recent Fibromyalgia Awareness event:

These are from a lucky chair and group gift from La Dulce Vida:

Last, me enjoying live music:

That picture is done using windlight. I thought it looked different than my usual erm... character? can't think of the exact word.

Belleza Lily

Another skin named after my daughter! One day I will have to post her picture. One day. This time it's from Belleza.
I'm wearing the group gift skin in medium:

I didn't modify the shape of my face. It fits perfectly and I like being a blonde. Remember Barbie. I went to demo the skin in other colors and I might get the darker tone. Might coz I am so going broke!!!! Maybe next month.

That's me with my sl stepmom and dad. She's pregnant.  She looks great. She has an inventory more than mine!!!

Colour Challenge Week20-Deep Pink

I like pink. Amazingly, most of the pink outfits I have are light pinks.

I bought this swimsuit from TGIS on the marketplace. I thought I'd substitute my guns with a bottle of wine and glass. I was laughing the whole time I posed for this. If you can't make yourself happy, what's the point? Can't depend on other people to make me happy.

This is an old  hunt dress from Paris Metro.

Another old gown from Silent Sparrow.