Feeling blue

This is the front part of the house I am building. This house would probably be on the prim heavy side because I added more details than I normally do because colonial style homes tend to have more architectural details.
I've been feeling down these past few days. I feel abandoned. Which is why this house looks like it's a little run down.

I still have a lot to do. Of course, if my mood changed, I might put pretty little flowers on the wall instead of that washed out paint job.

The feeling of loneliness, and the fear of not having anyone to care or love you, the feeling of rejection, is actually the feeling of being abandoned. The feeling of abandonment becomes inevitable when we lose those, who have been very close to us.
Read more at Buzzle: http://www.buzzle.com/articles/abandonment-issues-symptoms.html

I think loosing the men in my life has affected me more than I realised.